I'm just taking time for myself, focusing on getting myself back.
I know it sounds totally nuts. I'm working hard on letting myself enjoy it. Enjoying finding myself again. I'm on vacation. And for the first time in a long time, I'm reading in total silence. Or I'm listening to music and folding origami. Or I'm sleeping alone sprawled out in my bed and relishing the joy of limbs unencumbered in darkness. And that I can feel words like unencumbered in my soul. Why do I know words like that? Where does it come from?
Dude, I'm digging it. I bought Babbel and I'm trying to teach myself Spanish too. Kind of hilarious at current. But I'm going with it. Just enjoying the process.
Life, I do actually love you. Thank you for being patient with me. And now I'm going to try to be more patient and kind with myself, because this is kind of awesome.
Also hilarious: jade roller in the freezer for a few, and rolling on some kind of serum watching The Last Kingdom. Nerdy thirty-something alert. I can do whatever the fuck I want. And it's awesome.
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