Saturday, October 5, 2019

Things my girl Katelyn teaches me: don't give up, don't give in

Fuck you.

Everyone's been saying I'm sorry to hear it. You were so good together. Would you take him back?

I fucking hate you right now. You destroyed my hobby lobbyed second-hand run-down ghetto-ass heart over here. You drove your shitty-ass car over my shitty-ass heart and I'm too fucking tired to put it back together again. 

I'm actually smiling right now because I know I'm being so ridiculous. I do thoroughly enjoy being alone. But goddamm if I don't miss the sex.

Don't worry, you weren't that great. But I'm everyone's best. And honestly, fuck modesty at this point. It's gotten me nowhere.

Now I can't hold the laughter back. 

I'm pretty fucking awesome. 

I'll be just fine. It will just take a few weeks of the back and forth and then I'll beyself again. This life is a good life. Thank you to a special patient Kayelyn who had me beaming on the A train this week. Gotta live my life to be in the presence of that more often. ❤️