Moved in officially today. Update soon:)

Brooklyn here I come!

Brooklyn tomorrow. I'm actually excited.

I'm free, God. I'm really free.

The father is sick, Jessica is too. I hope she gets strong and gets away. Mom is already on her way.

I feel a bit scared, even 3000 miles away. But I realize it's my own brain, it's my decision to live in fear. I have to cut myself off from the father and realize I am worthy, I am intelligent, I can become a doctor and get a job as a nurse.

I can do it.

Free. It feels funny flying on my own, but a good kind of funny.

So tired.

Today was a bit of trashing/collecting items for Goodwill. Brooklyn soon...nervous still.

This is scary.

I miss my Mom.

And the West Coast.

But less the West Coast because the father occupies that region.

The East Coast just isn't home to me.

I love you, Cassie.

Oakland airport tomorrow. Packing isn't even close to being settled. I abhor packing more than anything (not really, but it is up there). Tomorrow should be interesting.

I am nervous to move to Brooklyn and leave my mother, my sister, and Em.

I'll miss Kat and Nicole.

Everything will be foreign and new, and I know Chris and I are going to have a rough time getting used to living with one another.

I love you, Cassie.