I'm listening to Noah Kahan and my heart is yearning. I want to feel connected with someone who understands. Ive been drinking and I'm in isolation mode, with that feeling that no one on earth understands what's in your heart. It's a ridiculous sentiment and intellectually I grasp this but on the other side it feels so fucking false.

I want to find someone that comforts me, that feels like coming home. Whatever the hell that means. I want to feel like someone in this world sees my heart and loves me for my truest self.  

I guess I'm in my mopey hopeless romantic mode. I hope at my core that this person exists and we find one another on this planet and not another.

Sometimes I'm way too dramatic.