Friday, April 3, 2026

 I'm listening to Noah Kahan and my heart is yearning. I want to feel connected with someone who understands. Ive been drinking and I'm in isolation mode, with that feeling that no one on earth understands what's in your heart. It's a ridiculous sentiment and intellectually I grasp this but on the other side it feels so fucking false.


I want to find someone that comforts me, that feels like coming home. Whatever the hell that means. I want to feel like someone in this world sees my heart and loves me for my truest self.  


I guess I'm in my mopey hopeless romantic mode. I hope at my core that this person exists and we find one another on this planet and not another.


Sometimes I'm way too dramatic. 

 I'm listening to Noah Kahan. 

I'll call your mom. 


I'm so lonely sometimes.