gag me

I'm irritated.

The boyfriend just falls asleep for hours upon end, napping on his days off. Which is cool--I'm independent and shit, I don't care. But then someone calls, and he's like, "Hey man...yeah, I'm cool" blah blah blah fucking blah and the air goes off and it's hot and then he's telling the voice on the line, "Yeah, it's not gonna be an ideal living situation for you, but you can stay here...yeah, I definitely don't want you shelling out $200 a night for a hotel". Ideal for voice on the line? What about me? Hello, awkward--especially since I don't have a job.

I love how the boyfriend can be so attentive and kind to his friends, and then he doesn't make half that effort with me.

I suppose all people do this? They take things for granted?

So fucking annoyed.

I mean, we do live in a box and all. And when I'm doing work on my computer, he wants to fuck around. UGH. I knew this would happen, I just need to figure out how to mentally escape this. I'm a total loner, and this is going to be an adjustment.